This will be the first day of work again after a long time. I remember I always was happy when I could go to work instead of sitting bored at home trying to distract me from eating. But now I am not yet sure what to make out of it. Being at work also means being close to all kinds of - mostly bad - foods. I am working in the middle of the city and a million bakeries, supermarkets, and take away's are close. So will I be tough enough to resist? Tough enough to refuse?
I was in the last summer. I wasn't in autumn.
But it's just a matter of strength of the will, right? If you want it, you can do it. Whatever you want, whenever you want. And all I want is to become thin.
I don't want to feel this fat on me anymore. I don't want that pulpy meat around my hips, in my face, on my arms, on my belly. I want tight skin, bones, nothing flabby.
3 comments:
I know the feeling...
You might want to try leaving your wallet at home. That way its more difficult to make an impulse food purchase.
Good luck!
That's actually a good idea. No money, no food. Thanks!
but really, will you ever be thin enough? will you get happy by losing some of your body? put your life in a perspective. its quite short, and do you rather worry about caloriues and hate your body
or do you want to live instead?
i am trying to figure out this proana thing still,a nd i hope it it ok with you that i linked to your site from mine since i used som pics i found here of the 32 kgs model. if not, please tell me.
hope you get happy, whatever you do
love from sweden!
love/agnes
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